Broken

So i suppose everyone has something they choose to focus on in their life time, be a dancer, play a professional sport, act, sing, create something great in the world. Is it wrong for me to say and i guess announce that i am 19 years old an i am still clueless on what i want to be or what i am good at for that matter. I danced and I stopped, I played sports and I quit, I took up some sort of activity to fill the void of actually not being good at something and I tried, I really did try to make it a hobby but some how I always manage to stop or give up. Its getting really aggravating that i cannot find something to make a difference in this world or even entertain my self. I can draw, but does that count for anything? Art is an amazing talent but its more something i do on the side lines. So i guess there is one thing i am good at. Realistically i am never going to get anywhere with drawling as my life time achievement. My dad says that I am a good person, meaning I have a big heart, put others before me, and blah blah blah. Dads are suppose to say that right? Up lift your spirits and make you feel like your the world. Dont get me wrong, i love you dad but i need to find something on my own. I wake up everyday and i somehow always manage to run into someone who is great at something and actually going to move forward in this world. So i guess what i am getting at here is i really need to find my hidden talent, my life time achievement, what i was meant for. Its really getting depressing that i have been searching for this one thing for as long as i can remember. I am hoping that with in the next little while i can find what i am destined to do. I guess what i am saying here is.....wish me luck for the best.

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